Mary Mary

I spent some much needed time with my Grandparents, sister and cousin today. And as strange as it might sound, it reminded me of what is important and brought me back to reality. The past few weeks i’ve been really depressed and down on myself. I think its because all these images and stories in the media have got me loosing faith in humanity. But i shouldn’t, those things aren’t what life is made of, many of those things won’t even effect my daily life. What will is what’s in front of me, what I experience, what I feel for those that are in my daily life. I’ve spent too much of time lately looking at other peoples lives through this one way mirror, the internet. I’ve become too judgmental and cynical for a person my age (even though i keep most thoughts to myself) I’ve spent more time discussing my dislike for the Kardashians, then what my college and career plans are. It’s time I no longer want to waste. So i think for this week I’m going to stay off all the social networking sites, and avoid those hollywood “news” shows. Not that they’re bad, but I just need a reset, time to clear my mind, and find a new approach to life. Figure out what’s important to me.